Lots has changed....

Well, where to start. So much has happened since my last posting. We moved, with very little help and it took over a week to get it done. Now everything is in the garage and we have to pick at it little by little. Tomorrow is our court date with our old landlord, I have to say that I am very nervous about the whole thing. Last week I started at walmart as an overnight in stock person. I like it. They give you your work and leave you alone. It is a little hard to get adjusted to working at night, but I guess that will come with time.
Yesterday my mom's husband called and told me that my mom is back in the hospital. She was at a nursing home in Frederick for her rehabilitation. On Thanksgiving she pulled her trake out of her neck and had fallen on Friday. Saturday she was unresponsive and couldn't breathe. Well, tonight at the hospital the doctor pulled us into the 'consult room' and advised us he didn't thinks she would make it through the night. And all her husband could say is that he didn't want to sign the Do Not Resuscitate (DNR) because he didn't want to mourn. It took all I had not to knock him off his chair. I just told him that he needs to let her go. Before we left I went back in her room by myself and talked to her and told her that it was okay to go, and when her angels came for her to take their hands and go home. As I was telling her this her heart rate was slowly dropping. It was down to 86 when I left. It is a little after 12 and I haven't gotten a call yet from her husband. I don't know how to feel right now, all I know is that I pray my faith will get us through this. My uncle Phil and my Aunt Niece have been amazing for me through this and I think I would have gone crazy by now. Tonight my Aunt Janet hugged me as I cried my eyes out.
Well, gotta get to bed so I am rested for our court proceedings tomorrow.